hey, sorry i havent written in awhile
well... tiffany is pissed off at me, because she thinks something is going between me and jessica since i talk to her so much, which is bullshit. breanna has been in the hospital for a week, she went to get her tonsils removed and somthing went wrong. im in N.A. now (narcotics anonymous). im now on prosac and sleep pills. remember dottie? the girl that kissed me when i was dating devon? well she is coming over tomro night! yikes, and i have to hang out with her, because she is coming over with her dad so her dad and my dad are gonna hangout and me and her are gonna hangout. oh shit. like what am i gonna do if she kisses me again?  i dont want to cheat on breanna. well here is the poem
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LET
Your words hurt the inside
i hurt the outside.
you tore my heart open
just to see if it would tear.
and you never did care.
let the pain bleed away
along with the hope of us.
let the blood pour to stop the pain inside
as i fall to the floor
please just close the door.
dont try and help me
just let me lay there
let the pain subside
let the world disappear
the pain goes away
but the memory of you doesnt leave
just let me lay here and bleed.
let your voice kill me soul.
let your eyes take control
let your life be the end of mine | 
